erm.. my life

2010-05-29T10:52:00.001+08:00

2010-04-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

hmm new link @ here

2010-04-03T20:38:00.004+08:00

lol, fine then i shut up..

2010-04-03T01:37:00.003+08:00

hmm, jus bored.. tried to sleep.. cant, maybe becoz i sleep alot in the afternoon (:
well, my self-esteem is running much lower now .. i dun think i will be alive sooner or later xD
and btw, im too boredd, so i hopp on blogs;
read the seniors, and juniors' blogs; the seniors, wow they are starting poly life soon.. and some went to jc already, wow. our time are soon to come..
the juniors' ; no comments, hahas

in my opinion it still too early, hmm, i mean for .. nvm (:
but it kind a too late if you want study now, tat is why i strted studying (: it's jus tat im easily distracted, got butterfly i will look at the butterfly, got ants i will kill the ants*kkay im not tat mean(:* i jus see the ant crawling for survival.. mayb we should be as hardworking as an ant..

kkay la

2010-04-02T17:32:00.003+08:00

hmm, was trying to be nice.. but nvm
looks like roshan angry wif me jus for the post i post..
i clearly state there after the post, "btw, previous post, i was fed-up so dun read it if you dunnoe how and dun want to. hmm.. so sry if it anger you.. okay uh, this video kind a cool.. " & " hahs, like i said .. dun read the post if you dun want too.. but some ppl want to, in the end they angry wif me, btw ppl, if the post make you feel guilty, it doesnt mean it's you.. then if you realli feel guilty, you can help by changing your attitude.. it not my fault, i warned you already.. "

the phrase doesnt mean you.. doesnt tat make it clear that it not you roshan? gees, nvm ahh angry angry uh. i nvr even put the name roshan.. gees oh ya if you were to say "if it is not me then wad for i reply your post.." i were to reply "initials strt wif S, flag escort? who else S? me rite?"

oh ya ppl go visit roshan's blog @ www.ilydarl.blogspot.com(:

and help wif ross i mean, you know i dun like to do this kind of thing.. well i noe you dun appreciate it.

Moral of the story: dun post on blog; some ppl are jus too sensitive..

(:

2010-03-29T19:58:00.003+08:00

dude hate me ur prob, i dun really care.. dunnid post on your blog saying that its me. coz it gay.. let settle it by talking..? oh fine tell the WHOLE WORLD ITS ME.. IT RUUDYY~ escort? hahs.. why dont you jus put my name there? like i really care, i got discriminate before okay? so, yea my self-esteem is low, like you care also.. so jus post my name ah.. like they really care? all the will ask is why? wad happen? kay fine you want me say i hate you in your face i will.. dude i will, but i will not.. coz why? it last yr in this school and O lvls is more important.. it's better if we dun talk to each other and jus act as if we dunnoe each other.. idiot.. regret helping you wif that girl.. waste my efforts, you dun appreciate it.. i noe you like her soooo much. but still argh.. nvm, dun want say so much..

oh ya, i had fun last weekend, really want thank Allah for making singapore a nice weather last saturday and Sunday,

Saturday

went to marina barrage wif ncc ppl. hahs, hmm.. wif zul, ross(guy), prasaanth, annabelle, shobanu, ika, nabilah, shaera, jiewei, joshua, hmm we flew kite, play games, SO SO SO fun (:

Sunday

went out wif primary school friends, hahs, hmm.. wif royston, lynette(pikachu), jinghui, jun wei, junjie, faris, benjamin.. fun also, play volleyball, "soccer" and frisbee (: hahas

and i wanna share this (:

my subtitute mendaki tuition teacher composed it for YOG, get 1st prize $1000 but the song didnt become the theme song coz ken lim want his song to be the theme song.. (: hav funn

PS: sorry if this post hurts you, it was jus meant to make you realise, which i think you dun care..

2010-03-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

haizz. so, GOH comming along.. hmm, in flag party. kind a cool. but im lost the most time

results bad, parents nid meet teacher, haizz, sry uh.. i cant keep sigh-ing
school was not awesome, life is like a storybook.. got climax, except my life is still at the climax from the start i came to secondary school, i wish it would change soon..

hmm, so i did tell her my feelings, nth happen. well, i noe my friend got go through tat before.. mayb i should jus ignore uh.. unless she text me.. ltr she says im so obsess wif her.. well at least i learn some point from ppl relationships (:

hahahas, rite now i want focus on MYE, well im not gonna study so hard.. 3 hrs enuf.. im not gonna be crazy on study.. but i beginning to like books, it kind a cool.

hmm. okay la (:

PS: i want to know your feelings..

2010-03-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

here my song (:

er, it not the latest. but i like this song so yea.. (:

happy listening

PS: it might irrates you ear. sry about tat..

2010-03-21T13:06:00.001+08:00

hmm, Im not perfect.. I make mistakes. (:

x.x wanna share this 3 videos. (:

1st:

sweet rite?

2nd:

3rd:

sry if the last 2 in malay. sad song uh (: hahas

2010-03-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

well this song reminds me about my life now.
hmm, feel regret? well nvm. too bad. couldnt go back in time.
if only im not tat sensitive, or feel jealous. hmm, yea yea, i noe. well fever strikes, and im happy, why? not sure.

PS: nvm if you dun want talk. it might be forever, unless you strt the convo. well, i jus have to say that if in camp, i misses your text. what more for this.
*if you noe how to read this PS:... good for you there is a trick to read it. (:*

2010-03-20T20:18:00.003+08:00

well i wanna blog as much as i want.
however i think now blog sucks. haizz. she didnt reply my msg, either ignoring me or asleep. but she wun be sleeping at this time. so ignoring me it is, i hope she dunno, er "bestfriend" (lol) , you didnt tell her anything rite? hmm.

well, i tried everything. But still im not sick yet. why? haizz. hmm, i walk in the rain. i bathe with extreme cold water in a tremendous cold weather. I didnt sleep for 2 nites. i didnt eat proper. what else should i do? hmm, well this is wad happen to me when i was sec 1 too. hahas, everyting repeated again and again. hmm x.x

went to the library today, borrow books. one is sad story one is love story. ouch, im being too emotional (:

kay la. updated my blog skins and songs. alot of songs is being putted up (:

PS: i still want to talk to you..

2010-03-19T11:25:00.003+08:00

hmm, yep.

so yea, long post i think

hmm, i dunnoe why.. heart still broken, but im still text-ing her. i bet if her bestfriend see this, she will noe that i like her. hmm so complicated. i couldnt stop myself.. help ppl.. help(:
She kept telling me about a guy, well i dun really care actually. lol~ but everytime i read it, i felt something not right. so i decide to jus say bye and continue wad im doing..

oh ya i couldnt sleep for 2 nites already.. 1 nite is i sleep but i had nitemare, one is the heartbroken. hmm guess it will take another 2 years to patch all the pieces back (:

Farhanah asked me to attend her bdae party, i want to. But, im not sure why, something invisibly stopping me, but i still want to go. haiz, make up your mind ruudyy, you have to make your choices and accept those choices.. =.=#

hmm, should i go or not? perhaps ltr i decide (:
so yesterday i drew some pic, kind a emotional.. everytime i emotional i will draw.. i noticed i only created 3 perfect drawings, 1 abit abstract.. hahas the rest all i doodling.. when i was studying last year wif faris, roshan, sharvin and others.

Btw, tks to ruhayu for giving that so called encouragement.. hahas, appreciate it
and tks to my couz for giving encouragement
and tks to sharvin for saying those senstence
and tks to farhanah for making jokes, hahahas
and tks to royston for giving random advice xD
and tks to those ppl who smile at me (:

hmm, oh ya, yesterday i had a severed headache. i dunnoe why, it came at a certain time. =.=

&& i finished my hmwk, except summary. gonna do it ltr, then officially finish hmwk. not bad i finished it by friday, i thought i will finish it by tues.. hmm lol. kay la im gonna head to the mosque, maybe it can let go of my stress x.x

PS: i make a wrong move, i shouldnt have strted knowing you. it only hurts. if i can go back in time, i dun wish to know you. do you noe that it hurts joking with you now, when i noe the truth? x.X

&

let watch this (:

credits to faris for intro the song (:

2010-03-18T15:02:00.002+08:00

hahas, finished reading the malay book, told her about the book i reading.. since i promised to tell her the title after i read. i cant believe i went to the trouble to borrow the same book since she say the story is sweet, i hav to agree it is sweet.. love from secondary school till lifetime, how wonderfull is tat?

hahas, jus hope for it uh (:

PS: the book is dengan sepenuh hati, if those malay friends want to read (: touching last part.. hahas

2010-03-18T12:52:00.005+08:00

hmm, im okay abit. but still feel hurt (:

hahas this song make me calm down. cute ahhh xD
made me realise, life still goes on. you will meet other ppl like these two too =)

2010-03-18T00:54:00.001+08:00

once again, heart broken.. hmm is this the 8th rejection? wow-ness (:

2010-03-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

onli 1 day, i misses her sms-es..
i noe, we're jus friends. But, i cant stop missing it. hmm, havent yet she go for obs and japan. haizz.
RUUDYY, PLS FOCUS ON YOUR O LVLS NOW ):

i received back my poa, gladly, the onli E3 student pass, but not wif flying colours. alot of careless mistakes. quite a waste if not can score higher, it jus tat im not sure if tat the right answers or rong answers or both rong.. hahahas

hmm. now im scared of other subjects, im sure i passed it, but my expectations nv meet. i want to get at least B's haizz.

btw, to that special friend.. relax kay (: dun feel hurt. chill kay. hmm.

not much to blog,

OH YA, watch alice in wonderland, alice is so cute (: like that girl.. seriously the smile same.
hahas then the twins, aww hahas. hmm, the red queen like ROSS~! hahahas! funny la. was fun =) since long time nv hang out wif friends, once in a while let go of stress, kind of cool.

kay la.. im having headache now (:

bye ppl

2010-03-16T01:23:00.003+08:00

hahas, today officially i did nth.. i mean seriously nth, okay la got some things uh.

honestly, i dun like reading books. it is jus so.. , not me. but i read book today, furthermore it malay! =.=# i cant believe i read malay book. hahshaizz. hmm, i dunnoe why suddenly i thought of this drama, dunnoe why i hate it when ppl steals other ppl girl. isnt it weird? it's not ur girl, so dun go close. wun the girl's guy be jealous? hahas i dunnoe uh, im weird luh. i think of things so randomly.

nah btw.. i had food poisoning.. 3 times went toilet.. now gonna be 4th time i think.. i ate medicine.. i think not enuf laa hahas. farhanah also got it, hahas i was scared that it was my cooking. found out other ppl also got it, so its like "phew, it not my cooking =)" hahas. lol. ehk, FYI i cook nice kays (boasting) (:
hmm, i think it becoz of the mestin, we nv wash before using it. i wonder how many part a's also suffers the same.

hmm, bro go camp, morning parents working.. so im alone at home, basically tat why i says nth. tomo nid go POA class, i dun mind coz of some reasons =)

PS: gees.

2010-03-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

1st~ i wanna say CAMP IS OvER!!

hahs.. I can't believe this, i borrow this book just to know what she means by sweet. Just want to take an account for. sometimes i cant believe i couldnt be so honest to myself, everytime i want tell, cannot why? i jus cant. hmm, maybe im jus scared what will that person be thinking, then that person wouldnt be talking to me if they noe the truth, or maybe think what am i thinking? hmm im jus confused of what to do. So camp finished, so fun and tiring. hmm, Im in GRP 3- so called "boomz warrior" then my junior say "we are the fans of riz low, *laugh loudly*" hahas cute rite? too bad she sick last day. hmm, my grp like hard to handle, but nvm camp over, focus study now =) and i realli realli realli realli wanna thanks Taihuang, i dunnoe why i was so desperate, i kept trying to remember the number, i noe i noe, being desperate is not good, hahs so, yep at last i remembers.. and taihuang goes, "mine is unlimited, go ahead.. SPAM!" i was like lols! hahas, then ORD, not all part Ds hahas, i clever .. supposed to be all sleeping, but i play guitar there, then play soccer. hahs so last day, we prank call ppl, they tricked me.. idiots, hahas then ate kfc myself, since camp is over =)

PS: i realli want to say it, but you wouldnt believe.

2010-03-11T20:49:00.002+08:00

haiz.
so needed to do lit and study malay. i not sure why lit got hmwk. it should be dued after march holidays, but it dued tomo.

hmm, okay uh. i no mood to talk now.

needed to go camp.. haiz.
haiz, i wanted to rant something but i forgotten. Amnesia strikes? yea, it does.

kay la im sharing this =)

tks to shob

PS: it haunting me.. am i really normal?

2010-03-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

hahs, like i said .. dun read the post if you dun want too.. but some ppl want to, in the end they angry wif me, btw ppl, if the post make you feel guilty, it doesnt mean it's you.. then if you realli feel guilty, you can help by changing your attitude.. it not my fault, i warned you already..

so i think now blog is quite useful =) it a way to vent anger.
but im also on cloud nine now, im studying.. i jus hope i can pass wif at least a B. i dun hav high hopes for english, but for other subj. i realli want to be good in it. so it has been raining nowadays =) isnt tat wonderful? somtime i will see the rainbow, jus like my life now. but if i show attitude face, dun think im angry kay.. i got ulcer in my mouth xD pain ahh (: hahs
ok all the best for the papers ppl (:

PS: hmm, she's so sweeet..

2010-03-06T23:10:00.006+08:00

hmm, so far life was okaay.
i cant believe i cheered up ppl (: glad it helps
and sry to him if he felt jealous.. i was trying to help kay xD
hmm, today wake up went to mendaki, math was kind a fun for the 1st time
i mean like fun uh, do questions which are actually manageable

oh ya, friday had english common test x.x ouch, i shouldnt mention it
siddiq says the teachers said some ppl vomit, some cry.. then i told him, i slept . hahas xD
aiyo. hmm, somehow i feel jealousy is so irritating X.x there you goess, rudy emo-ing again, hahas nah im not gonna feel depressed.
ehk, nvm im jus bored + sleepy + angry + sad + happy..

btw, previous post, i was fed-up so dun read it if you dunnoe how and dun want to.
hmm.. so sry if it anger you.. okay uh, this video kind a cool..

hahs okaay bye

PS: ᶦ Lᵒᵛᵉyₒᵤ

2010-03-04T18:11:00.002+08:00

gees some ppl jus get onto my nerves..
this its ( it dun deserve to get a he or a she ) so big its can like bully ppl..
serve it right, jus becoz break then attitude like fck.. ehk ehk, i dun care rite?
its also the one who attract tat person last time.. till i no chance.. ehks, nvm uh no point getting angry.. last yr also.. then it'll gone ..

so tomo common test.. english.. sianx time go so fast.. and got ncc, eww
if o lvls is important they should stop cca now and hav study programmes already.. so this shows that we should not be serious bout studying noww.. wait till aprill.. arrghhh.. haizz... geess

kk la byes..

PS: -.-#

2010-03-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

hey! guess wad? i think i found a way to memorise things xD
yea, create a song wif it, it soo so so so *5 mins ltr* so so so funnnn xD
hmm, since mdm koh say focus on ur studies 1st, i guess that will help.. after studies i post all my songs =) mostly is about a girl ahhh x.x
hahas, maybe will ask some ppl sing for it too. since my VOCALS SUCKS..

kay la byess xD

PS: =)

2010-02-27T02:09:00.002+08:00

hmm.. so long time nv update x.x
so wanna update for fun =)

hahas, today was seriously slack day.. i nv even open a book.. x.x
gees but tomo nid chiong hmwk do revision for common test.. x.x haiz haiz.. O lvls is so tough.. wurse than PSLE..
watch animes and videos to occupy my time for today.. i seems tat i slept then i jus couldnt sleep back.. k la jus wanna share this song

PS: haiz..

2010-02-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

hahs, dream much?

North View become suzuran? hmm, nice one..
if that dream realli come true, it will realli be awesome

PS: im not so nice now anymore ..

2010-02-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

found this video.. cute ehks?

i wanted to post some emotional post but i dun think it necessary =)

hmm, so went out today watch movie..

and VALENTINE's DAY (the movie) is so so so so awesome..
hahas, in the movie, realise that one sided love wont work.. if one dun understand each other, it will nv work.. hahas awesome huh? funny uh taylor part xD hahas , finally the bloopers.. hahas i ROFL*like real* hahs

ok la go liao.. byes

2010-02-14T14:35:00.003+08:00

hahas.. so today is CNY + Valentine's Day
mum and dad went to visit my grandfather and grandmother grave..
i slept early yesterday nite.. super early.. it hav been 2 yrs since i slept tat early..and it was funn ,
slept at 9.. wake up at 9.. hahas, actuall usual tradition is to go my grandma house , but then this year diff, nt sure why.. mayb, uncle auntie busy..

so yep, life gettin tougher as we grow, nth much this day bored.. listened to new songs, sing new songs.. read new sweet lyrics & hw not yet done =P

kk la byeeee =)

PS: this song is sweet & sad

2010-02-12T21:37:00.003+08:00

hmm, hahas finally weekends..
resting time.. but dun rest too much rudy.. u nid study =)

found this vid, sad ehk? hahas fatin~ come out wif tat.. i was onli singing, then she say sedih ahhass
school was okay okay.. hws as normal.. nid to be done.. and my headache is finally gone(:
guess i can live independently.. hmm, nvm.. =)

kk la short post

PS: pls tagg if can =)

2010-02-07T16:43:00.002+08:00

last post for this week? hahs

hmm, headache feels kind a better x.x
guess i didnt hav enuff sleep ..

so met some new songs.. i make it clear 1st, it not english =) but it kind a nice for me uh.. every humans hav diff tastes / perpective / views on things okay?

soo share shall i :

Tiada Dua- Taufik Batisah

Love is in the ice- DBSK

& lastly techno trance- Your Vibe (speed up remix)

tks to some ppl for the songs sharing xD

hmm, okay i post more next week =)

2010-02-06T14:11:00.003+08:00

hmm, headache rite now.. but can think wad im gonna type.. but i couldnt study.. i want go out giv the weights to weifeng.. i jus cant.. i walk so awkwardly.. cant even walk straight, hmm, wad kind of headache? im not sure..

so awake at 11 i think, on computer, since i missed it so much =)
then yea listen to this song.. a malay song, so i wun post it..
unless u want hear.. it sembunyi by Sleeq, a great composer uh..
very tired now, sleepy also.. slept at 12.30 yest i think, dunnoe uh

hmm kay la nth much to update xD

found this quote..
--a chewing gum which has lost all of it tastes.. that is wad my feelings towards you now
--im hiding from you, it not tat i dun love you..
--this is a song that will tell you that im alright, it not a song to remind our love..
--stop being egoistic, everyone got their own feelings, even animals..

lol most of it is i create one la.. xD

PS: i cant use the com from mon - fri now =)
i deleted all my sms, and i didnt bother to write them down (:

2010-02-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

hmm, school was okay..

now couldnt online like everyday.. why? serious about o lvls, serious about biomedical science =)
so.. yep onli friday nite , sat and sun.. but today i stressed.. i forgotten to bring home my english hw.. and confirm will get this naggggggg .. lazy to go NCC too..

hmm, yea, thinking over teachers' day performance, well i dun want perform.. why? hmm, true that it last year in north view.. but then performing.. i kind a giv up on music (:
sry if i let some of u guys down =)

wonder why usually in a convo, talk halfway.. then awkward silence.. we nv even say goodbye.. x.x
haiz.. x.x

k la , emotional no?

btw i got another obsession ..

cute rite? =) kk gtg byes

2010-01-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

hmm, finished watching 1 litre of tears again, havent watch the special
mayb after O's lvls, really nid focus now.. the drama can wait, but also becoz of her.. i want to become someone who can help ppl, but 9 cut off points? can make it one, let me opstimistic =)

kk bye xD

2010-01-31T00:41:00.003+08:00

hmm, today was boring but sort off fun, at nite only.. went to mendaki today (:
didnt saw her.., but i noe she somewhere there
then mendaki lesson, math was totally boring.. trigo , i collapse but english was fun =)
1st time i like english, the teacher is like making the lesson so interesting
hmm finished at 12.15, checked if she was there, i saw all the MCS ppl.. but to no avail so..
was tired.. then took bus home, but then hungry.. walked to esso buy some food..
after that went home =) sms-ed, then sleep, she also stop sms-ing so she must hav collapse also.. then mum wake me up.. & she has to wake me up.. say we be goin to my bro's friend's sis wedding.. i wanted to go.. but utterly tired, then went back to sleep, after that zephi smsed.. want go guitar shop.. aiyo, i was like want but absolutely tired.. then i reject, i couldnt go back sleep play com for awhile.. the awhile is till now.. then chatted wif fatin, farhanah, vinod, roshan, farah.. hmm was a joke.. but fun.. it made up my day =)

PS: sry if i didnt response.. i honestly couldnt see u waving =) && Aishiteru Imasu..?

2010-01-28T17:53:00.003+08:00

hmm,
yea uh.. days was ruin.. yesterday nite, and today..
sad + angry..
so tomo im a medic.. hehs =) yays, 1st time being a medic.. got my rank but lazy sew..
lazy do hw also.. jus no mood, but im psyched up about sat

1st: got mendaki
2nd: see goin study or not.. if not i go guitar shop wif zephi.. or if not i go my bro friend's sis wedding.. outta be cute.. hahas xD

hmm, so far school was okay.. not bad.. okay la nth much to say already..

PS: what am i living for? what my ambition? am i too afraid?..

2010-01-25T22:49:00.003+08:00

im seriously saving money for now onwards.. got my eyes on the mp3..
hmm, cost about $200, i currently got $70.. not bad, 3 more mths i can save..
i wonder went is the it show.. i heard on march.. hmm, wait uh.. i realli nid some music.. psp earpiece spoil.. some more it big lazy carry around.. phone.. earpiece spoilt.. so no music.. might as well i buy mp3.. hmm yea

so came across this .. haiz i realli want hear this over and over again.. till i sleep (:

hmm, yea.. kay la..

PS: aishiteru imasu =)

2010-01-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

emotional again~ hahas..

watched the japanese drama .. 1 litre of tears again
now i seriously think i should go and take the course diploma in music and audio technology..
i noe music wun take me far.. but i want to compose songs.. i really feel like composing japanese songs

something like this;

sad story, sad song..

and reading her diary, utterly sad uh.. its translated..

one part it says

"My life is just like a flowers, which has not yet bloom.."

hmm.. kay lah,

PS: japanese ppl made me feel emotional.. stupid.. the animes, the dramas, everything uh.. hahas =)

2010-01-23T20:04:00.003+08:00

hearts AllisonScagliotti (:

i realli think she cute.. isnt it? She acted in Drake and Josh film, ended being josh on and off girlfriend.. hahas cute lah, go watch the show.. somewhere.. around the internet.. dunnoe la

hmm, i realli like them in a relationship in the show.. my life would be splendid if tat happen to me! hahas..

so today went for the aviation course again.. i wonder why..
THE PEOPLE THERE ARE SO WEIRDS AND LAME.. they are like making joke.. but it not FUNNY.. well some are not tat bad.. some are nice to us.. while others jus get us on the nerves.. hmm, the joy ride was fun.. saw our school and my house.. didnt noe it look so small.. while it is so big.. did not see any humans though on top.. hahas xD , but saw clouds.. that assemble like u noe hu =)

hmm, nth ups realli.. bored and tired.. sleepy and lazy.. haiz, xD kk la byes

2010-01-20T19:05:00.002+08:00

have been thinking lately..

i want to leave nvss wif no regrets.. hmm sounded like the show i love you beth cooper.. hahas
yea, so.. argh i jus cant make up my mind.. and ppl, dun force me .. if i decide.. it means i decided..
she must be damn irritated right now.. haiz , cant tell why about myself..

so school okay, chem result.. haiz.. ? im realli tired rite now i want sleep.. bye ppl xD

2010-01-19T19:22:00.004+08:00

hmm, geog paper.. was okay okay =)

cool ehks yesterday nite.. sry uh if i cant say hi .. i want to , but u wif ur friends , im wif my friends.. then i look at you, you look away.. sooner or later i still nid to say hi to you.. i want pick up ur phone calls but everytime i miss it. This is because as i check my phone, the call was 20mins ago, 1 min ago.. wadever ago uh,

I Like this quote from Lin Yong blog,

"When I text you, That means I miss you, When i dun text, That just means Im waiting for you to miss me"
Credits to Lin Yong =)

if it true it would be great (:
so today, school was okay.. but recess. technical boys, im jus waiting.. fcking gays..
hmm, dun care about them.. so yea, went for run jus now.. tks to Yz, i learnt how to sleep early ..
chemistry, went to do some experiment.. not bad, but all the results are the same, so boring uh
i still havent clean mr nonis helmet.. im gonna be dead..

hahas, so now tired.. gonna sleep soon
oh ya .. nvm i will come out wif that topic in next post.. =)

PS: aishiteru imasu (:

2010-01-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

currently studying for geog tomo,

was happy tonite.. for some reasons xD hahas im so gonna be in a enthusiatic state in my dream later.. kk i post more tomo xD

PS: Aishiteru Imasu =)

2010-01-16T19:43:00.003+08:00

So, today CCA open house (:

was fun, but tiring.. i cant believe i sleep like so long? hmm 3 hrs long enuf uh..
so yep wake up about 6 then on com.. nth much happening..

nah.. let continue wif the topic, so we didnt hit the target, its okay (: we tried our best
well im "doing special duty" but one thing.. my helmet too big.. hahas.. funny la, so yea walk around like one idiot, then keep on walking walking,
yea the PDS performance, okay okay not tat bad.. girl guides performance, (: *cant say more ltr they say im obsessed wif girls (which is not!)*
then NPCC performance, not bad
so, yea after doing that "special duty" i went to wash my face, difficult! then i saw this tissue paper.. look awesome, so i try using the tissue paper, about 49.9% work uh.. then the rest i wash my face wif hand soap.. x.x then sir ross ask me use his wet tissue, then when he pass me tat, he ask me "u okay?" i think he saw me as a monster xD

then they said they want eat lunch.. but then im like tired and at that time i was feeling so.. hot (as in angry), not sure.. (no no, im not a girl, so i dun hav that)
then yea went home, i changed, bathe, then went out lunch, ate prata.. ok ok uh not bad.. they all say the curry salty, maybe im absolutely very hungry at that time (: and my stomach dun mind
then make jokes, sry if it lame.. bbut u guys still laugh rite? *blue bird, dots* then after that went home.. was sleepy then went home on com, collapse,

Photos by Shobanu (: -- here =)

PS:
i want congrats WenXuan for that =)
I Save electricity too, coz i remember to put on hibernate mode.. hahas!

2010-01-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

for some reasons,
i think i had schizopenia *forget about the spelling* i seriously dun remember the spelling
hmm, coz all the symtoms stated, appear to be happening to me..
i thought of ppl talking to me, i thought of having super powers, i thought of reading minds.. it like im not into reality world anymore.. as if im in utopia xD

hmm, jus think of it.. Im not gila.. hahas
so.. yep have been updating about my life on my diary.. *yays*?
so had cca open house prep.. wah alot of things to do.. x.x
tomo nid wear camou, would be fun uh.. i bet nobody can recognise me.. JUS DUN RECOGNISE ME, ill be happy xD

hmm yea, to A FRiEND.. blog is my journal too but not personal.. so yea, and and pls reveal urself.. dun make me feel awkward.. xD

yep, prasaanth made me watch crow zero again and im obsess wif this fella hair.. hope after o lvls i will do it.. xD

hmm

nth else to talk about.. byes =)

PS: WHY CANT I JUS SAY HI?!~

2010-01-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

gt myself a diary, so that i dun nid to find excuses to on the com anymore.. looks like im not gonna on the com for a long long time..

jus nid to get myself an mp3.. so tat i can listen to song.. then done.. study all the way..
chem hw not yet done.. haiz

found this song.. so emotional xD but got the fun fun xD

kk bye

PS: aishiteru imasu..

2010-01-08T19:24:00.002+08:00

geez, IT OFFICIAL

WURST YEAR EVER!

1st.. i get scolding for like the 1st 1hr 30min of new year
2nd.. parents problem
3rd.. getting emotionally strong even though got nothing ups
4th.. mum let go of the kittens, which is like onli 2mths + old..

geez i dunnoe wad more gonna appear..
stupid uh, o lvls coming up.. wad kind of year is this? alot of consequences that needed to be beared through.. now my mum cries.. why? coz she let go of the kittens, wtf?! i dunnoe why la.. think before act luh.. onli 2mths old, cares about the feelings la.. dun want take care THEN DUN TAKE!! uh.. im like sad + angry.. geez i hate this feeling..

x.x

2010-01-06T22:46:00.001+08:00

well this is wad i did to day, let go of the stress =)

studied physics.. lit lazy read, soon uh..

2010-01-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

okay so 1st day of school, nth much happen
O lvl year, O lvl candidate, O lvl student x.x, i dunnoe why i tried everything, but the feelings is still lock up inside.. shouldnt have watch anime.. shouldnt shouldnt shouldnt! now i will lose my focus for O lvl.. cmon rudy, it jus an anime damn it..

haiz, nvm let talk about today, nth much as i said, as normal, but timetable changed and i think it jus like primary school got lunch =) sry im onli in the mood to eat xD, so yea.. im still not tired.. i nid sleep early damn it.. i hate being me.. x.x why do i feel such angers.. no no ppl , dun mistaken im not a girl =) hehs

gees.. gees..

k la off to study byes

2010-01-04T02:37:00.002+08:00

i always wanted to go japan.. i want see this flowers/ leaves isnt it weird? i jus love the nature.. it can be amazing at times.. well in japan they call it sakura, kind a nice name for a nice pink colour.. then after that i want go hollywoodand yea, guess i want to travel all around the world.. start saving money rudy.. u can travel afterwards =)

hmm, well it 2010, and im one of the candidates of O lvls, the basic certificate to hav a not so bad and not so good job.. so im gonna do my best, looks even if our form teacher is mr tan, or we hav to stay back till 4.30 everyday, it doesnt matter as long as we study wif each other rite? it also doesnt matter if we sacrifices onli this year for an important exam.. rite? so im sure we'll make it even if we gonna giv up.. we will help each other.. i hope this year, we do not nid to do projects, coz i dun realli want to use the computer, well if not nvm.. (:

well she didnt reply my msg-es, so i think ill jus forget it.. focus =P
so, today strt school and i couldnt sleep even wif it.. x.x
guess ill hav to make myself tired tomo and sleep well for tonight =)

& i hope i could fulfilled my cravings after i finish my education =)

2010-01-03T01:44:00.002+08:00

*lately i've have been dreaming this girl, even though we're not that close, she feel like my whole world =)*
*aishite imasu*
*ur eyes are more memerising than a star (:*
*im thinking about you everywhere, why?*
*i cant lie to myself, i said i like you as a friend, but trust me, i wanted to say it more than tat*
*why do i think this is a love story?*
*standing in a little white dress, u're looking jus like a princess*
*im fallin' for you*
*i dun think you know it, i wanted to tell you, but im jus scared so tat u wun talk to me anymore..*
*im no good, but ure splendid, i guess we are a total opposite ):*
*why do u kept appearing in my head, im trying to sleep*
*couldnt focus*
*i wish i could do somthing about it*
*i have to admit it*

er.. well i let go some of the feelings hahas.. sry uh.. if its annoying =) .. guess i realli nid to let it out xD

2010-01-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

im still emotional, i hope school reopens i wun be like this,
so today went study wif faris, asked roshan and siddiq, but they dun want.. so nvm.. faris asked zaim, he dun want.. , so study half way.. faris nv study.. play psp all the way.. hahas.. so tomo finish up the hw.. english especially =)

i still nid about 1 more week of holiday, i noe o lvls are important.. but i jus nid tat holiday.. i regret not treasuring them.. im kind a holding everything inside.. dunnoe how to let it out.. there nth to talk about, so i dunnoe wad to talk, if want shout.. impossible rite?, so now, the onli think is to trap all the feelings in a cage..

"ok this is kind a private.. so i wun say it straightforward, er .. i have live 15 yrs of my life, but nth changes =) still an idiot, trying to find a way to live.. 15 yrs, i wonder if i still be like this for the next 5 yrs.. if yes it will confirm become like the anime i watching rite now.. hahas, hope not..so.. i wonder, i always wanted to travell.. so i think, i will travel alot when i finishes my education.. which is 10 yrs from now? x.x so nv giv up? it says, tat imagine u are a plant, and it doesnt always turn out tat u will be blooming wif a flower.. (: "

actualli there more i want to type out.. but it sensitive uh.. so i jus write down somewhere secret ly =o hahas

kk lah.. bye bye

PS: am i so different?.. why am i not happy?.. its new yr, why am i moody? , do i hav a resolution? why do i feel like this?.. mayb it all becoz of emotions..

2010-01-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

hey, so im in robin house now.. typing.. very bored.. so its new year..

new year new start.. tat wad somebody said..

& rizudin and roshan jus hugged me

oh ya, roshan, joshua,wenxuan, riz, me, robin, yun tinn, min hui, weifeng is here..

so as i was saying, new year new start.. and now im stressing out.. dunnoe why.. x.x omg la..
the anime still stuck in my head.. now they playing twister, and it damn funny.. hahas great to hav good friends like this =)

so yea.. this time no picture or video.. but i jus want to express my feelings.. i hav been feeling so emotional this few days.. i noe tat boys should not get any emotional, coz they dun hav menses or somthing liddat.. but i hav been thinking all about those things i did this year.. and it kind a waste uh... x.x kk shouldnt get more emotional and think about a new start =)

so target my new year resolution, since it new year ! (:

kk byes

PS: sry if this post is annoying =)

ROSHAN RAAWKS...!!! *roshan said this, and i dun want remove it =)*

2009-12-30T21:29:00.003+08:00

lol isnt she cute?..

This is the anime i watched.. omg la.. why the episodes so little.. the manga and the episode like nv match.. but i like the ending though for manga =) 2001 anime.. haiz.. make somemore uh.. super funny la the anime.. xD and guys it not hentai.. dun worry LOL!

PS: i cant get this anime out of my head

2009-12-29T22:29:00.004+08:00

today is nth much .. wanted to do hw, but stuck up wif computer.. okayy i promise myself, tomo i will do all my hw.. and promises must be fulfilled =)

so, had been watching an anime this few days.. er, the anime quite lame, about love story.. but i onli like the funny part.. (:
had been thinking about my new year resolution's, and i think here are the list:

1) not to be lazy "ppl judge me, especially somone i noe (no no it not u, dun be so sensitive[: )"
2) study harder, its a waste.. i pass my EOY but fails my MYE, and i nv get the GPA
3) aim to go to polyclinic.. nah joking.. polytechnic.. hahas
4) save up $$

well, tat its i think..
so this anime had teached me about not to giv up, even though u noe that u cant achieve it.. well i guess i jus hav to try harder

er, about the previous post.. if it annoyed u guys, sry about tat =)

&.. i had to share this video =)

PS: aishite imasu..?

2009-12-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

Rant On Brother

i dun care wad u guys want to say.. but having a brother is so making ur life miserable.. it like life's unfair and we nid to treat them.. but brother make it worst.. sucker rite?
geez.. bloody bro.. want use his com.. cannot use.. last time he nv get his com he used mine.. so unfair + unfair.. nvm he watch .. see wad gonna happen to his com... dun care uh.. im not the old me anymore.. i dun want to live my life wif regret.. x.x

PS: realli fed-ing up rite now.. AND THIS GO OUT TO MUHAMMAD SHAHIRUL~!!

2009-12-25T15:01:00.003+08:00

lol so yesterday was fun..
laugh laugh.. oh ya it was wif the "BFFs" and rina =) hahas
so we play the ps2.. wrestling, dej jam, shaolin showdown.. funny uh.. laugh laugh then watch 1/15 of pandorum hahs
roshan intro me and sid to a vid.. for me its super weird.. she jus face the webcams.. and she got so many subcribers and views.. super weird rite? make no sense.. so yea nth much to say =)

byes

PS: Drake and Josh is still my fav show =)

2009-12-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

er, okay

so today did not went for NCC
not lazy.. but woke up at 2.. then clean house
now like sleepy but not sleepy, tat kind of feeling uh..

lol.. bored uh , nobody to talk to.. if want talk dunnoe wad to talk
i feel down again.. hahas

so yea
will post longer next time xD
byess

PS: It magic's.. =)

2009-12-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

lol, isnt she wonderful? the song is by taylor swift.. go listen, cute cute =)

so yep, today went shoping, fun fun.. but abit not fun also.. but nvm.. it actualli like 99.9% fun.. except tat 0.1% make me no fun, get it? nvm i talk craps xD hahas
so.. went shopping.. 1st destination.. plaza sing.. we walk walk walk walk walk.. actualli it window shopping.. hahs, but then went to yamaha music .. haiz , cant wait to get over O lvls.. =)
then after that went bugis street, bought bands , siddiq, me, roshan and riz.. BFF? i not sure.. but who cares wear it onli =)
after that they buy their things.. not alot.. then siddiq and shob nid go , sad sad x.x
after that go peninsula.. realli pening .. x.x hahas bought hoodies and long sleeves shirt there.. since i dun hav both.. was nice.. then roshan says go masilling i was like heartbroken.. tat where my 0.1 % of fun gone x.x
then yea went there roshan shop.. cool the berms.. mayb next yr june holiday time? or jus some time again go shop..

PS: i want buy tat striking shoe =)

2009-12-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

haha jus bored.. and this are my vids i upload so far on youtube, the last one.. i realise i had a flu.. hahs, no wonder..
so today like slack day.. nv do hw yet. die die die panic x.x
er, pics will be uploaded.. ltr uh soon enuf..

kk

ps: bye bye

2009-12-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

updates--

so if u cant see the previous post.. highlight it.. i think some ppl wun read tat why i put it tat colour xD

so jus came back from 3 days chalet.. was fun

monday we went fishing, caught fishes.. alot
tuesday we play some games, fishs, and play some games, the games part funny.. all bully x.x hahs
then today the last day, we took group photos.. fun uh
so if u want see the pics.. i upload A.S.A.P but u guys noe how long my ASAP is xD
so yea during the trip.. i got injured.. not gonna take the photo of it.. coz it will disgust some of u =)
er nah it nth, jus a slashes ^_^

so yea now tired.. ate alot for dinner .. example: fish and chips , yong tau fu (wadever it is called) , a big chicken x.x hahas dunnoe wad is it call , alot uh.. rice all tat...

so now sleepy x.x but still hungry, dunnoe wad stomach i hav =)

er okay uh.. done posting..

PS: bye bye

2009-12-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

A Way Of What I THink

so, realise somthing, ppl move on when they are surrounded wif happiness
but for some ppl, or some reasons, they look backwards.. death? love? freedom? these are some reasons why they look back.. so i had in mind, that ppl cant seems to forget their memories, they usually reminisce their old memories over and over again due to the ppl around them.. keep reminding about it..

for death? ppl say they are sorry about it
for love? they see ppl hugging and smiling wif each other
for freedom? they couldnt escape from their "tight security"

PS: i think im annoying x.x

2009-12-12T14:41:00.003+08:00

so, i realised something: i always strt off my blog by saying haha, lol , oh craps..
x.x so yea, jus wants to strt new.. btw found this music vid it hav been removed for 2 times, but found this one again xD

her dance is utterly cute xD wun u guys agree? nah, some ppl might jus say im obsess / despo about girls, nope im not, ppl.. IT JUS COMMENTS! , example, "hayden panettiere is hot" isnt tat a fact im stating? geez, wad?! i cant comment now? ure sick~
so , i hope the video will not be removed so soon,

btw, nah i will jus blogg, dun care if ppl reading my blog or not, so yea, composing new song.. about relationship again, it sound so emo.. i wonder if i should like forget about the song.. , ALSO.. i hav been watching animes instead of doin hw.. i kind a lazy, so i watched--> p0kemon anddd Digimon, H00Rays xD , okay tat lame..

PS: bye bbye xD

2009-12-08T20:06:00.004+08:00

haha i nv smile xD--

L0L~ updates

So today went to study at B.K
But met Roshan at my house, and Weifeng came to my house to take weights
so Roshan played wif my kittens, he got scratch, hahas, then went to BK..
study study.. kind a lazy to do hw, but everything got already, malay goin finish, english essay got the planning already, newspaper articles, got the articles already.. so yep =)
awesome..

So after study, we went roaming in NP, er.. something happen, u noe we go popular.. suddenly the thing rings *beep beep beep beep* then we like aiyoh roshan/ riz, forget already, then we went to this part, got the soft toys.. so damn cute, then walk out sound again.. and it not them , it me! haha.. so i was like thinking I NV STEAL ANYTHING!
then yea, we roam again.. then went to cyber active.. HAHA sound again.. and this time we investigate my bag.. they strip my bag.. try one by one.. haha ppl were jus staring at US! so then, malu liao.. we go next shop haha the game shop.. the auntie was kind.. she laugh wif us.. hahas! then we like check wad.. sia which item~ found out it was my pencil box , the bdae present.. hahas, then got the magnetic strip.. i plug it off.. and roshan paste it on his pants , he go in.. then sound.. Hahas, like wth xD, then got this fella forget wad he say.. he ask not to prank in the store.. but was laughing wif us.. hahax, then here we goes around wif that strip.. we like seriously no life.. but it was fun xD

PS: more perak photos on FaceBook hav been uploaded (Sherlby, Fatin & Farah)

er jus to adv this vid =)

2009-12-02T19:34:00.001+08:00

er, yea looks like only Ruhayu is tagging
PLEASE PPL TAGG ME BLOG =)

so jus came back from PERAK trip, was fun =)
in the bus was the most fun, we talk , make noise..

dun want post long long, coz nobody reading..

PS: pics was uploaded in facebook, by shobanu and mdm raps

=)

2009-11-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

lol, so today.. went out wif prasaanth.. cool uh.. eat at kfc..
take mrt alight at city hall..
in mrt.. we saw one guy.. prasaanth say he handicap but dunnoe uh.. i look at him, like he acting cool.. haha~! u can see the way he move uh

so yea then went to peninsula .. haha walk one round underground there.. then walk another round. Why? coz we cant seem to find the exit.. haha~! then prasaanth strt the lead, before i take the lead, but didnt make it, then prasaanth take the lead, haha finallly out, he said " rudy, cannot trust ur instinct la, trust mine" haha
then after that we walk to bras basah complex, i forgotten where, so i like told him, nvm, got alotof time, .. so yea then we walk one round around the place, in the end i remembered.. haha, thenwe went 7 eleven 1st buy drinks, haha on the way to bras basah complex, i was talking to prasaanth why they call it bras basah, coz bras is bras, and in malay basah means wet.. so is it wet bras? haha then prasaanth was like x.x haha~!
then reached, go see the guitars, cool huh, xD then after that prasaanth said " i was hoping to see some wet bras.. haha ! cool uh" then we try to find the bus stop home.. i forget again where is it.. so we like go 2-3 rounds around the place in the end it the same place.. haha!~ funn uh,
then when we are searching to find our home, prasaanth got irritated.. he says this bottle will land on ur head in no time.. haha~! the ice lemon tea..

PS: we go there to survey about mic.. xD

2009-11-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

haiz okay okay,

tagg replies:

Ruru: i posted long long; haha
kitty-kat: lol, haha, had fun in mt.ophir, tks for the welcome
Sharvin: haha tks for the welcome back xD
ZENNHOE: tks for tagging =)
Faris =): haha sry about tat
Ruru: tks for reading..
AGNES: haha same, long time nv goes urs..
Ruru: now maju already.. got doll haha!

haha.. haiz, bored uh
so far holidays was great, went to school to help on the cca open house prep.. yea
so the badges, left 2 badges havent do yet.. then the book, pictures havent pasted and some wrapping and decoration.. haha cool huh.. next week perak x.x
haha speaking of perak, yesterday got the bowling session for part Cs goin for perak

cool huh i nv bowl before.. last time my uncle asked but reject him , coz i was having class tat day then nid rush , so lazy xD
then yea im not the lowest.. but in between.. haha
also known as 2nd lowest uh.. haha
then after tat dinner, nadhirah and ross couldnt make it.. haha joke around.. vinod yizhong haha hyper xD
then learn new words.. haha! funny uh
perak would be more fun =)

ps: i miss school x.x

2009-11-15T23:01:00.007+08:00

LoL, so yea today, was both fun and not fun

it fun becoz parents said we will go outing
the not fun part:

so it like afternoon, and we havent had breakfast.. so my mum say we go eat at mac 1st uh, at market there.. my dad keep quiet, jus smile, dunnoe why he smile, *so wicked*
then after awhile he didnt go there, instead he go at bugis junction the macdonals.. and along the way, got 3 traffic jam, so we past throught the 1st one , *got this feeling, "finallY~"* but then got another 2, so was realli pissed off.. then reached @ bugis junction mac was totally full, haha wasnt very comfortable, but too bad uh, hungry already.. like fasting half day

so then after lunch, we went to bugis street look at shirts all tat, bro bought a watch, kind a cool, haha then bought drinks, then buy shirts.. then we walk walk, along the way we saw this SEX shop.. and got nude body doll at the window.. then everybody was like taking pics, my dad was like RUDY & ERUL *my bro* dun LOOK! LOL! i was like omg lah.. laughing.. coz alot ppl taking pics of it.. haha
then my bro was asking is tat shop realli legal? haha

then went to peninsula.. look at those guitars.. haiz, cool, then bought shirts.. haha then we went to beach road.. bought , forget bought wad x.x , then went to sungeit road.. then went home.. haha fun uh

so yea,
was glad that nowadays she the one starting convo wif me =) usually i strt the convo wif her.. yay im making a success, haha ..

found this video.. isnt it cute.. listen to the original it nice =)

PS: stop the music 1st playlist there..

2009-11-14T12:38:00.003+08:00

haha ok so the pics of the mt ophir is here..

er the link click here~
=) happy seeing xD

PS: tks to ivan cheng =)

2009-11-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

haha so it like a long time since i post..nah it jus 5 days..
so, nth happen actualli, went SBAB coz ross asked me replace her
yea was bored, so might as well go to learn somthing, so i went, jokes around as normal, nth much happening..

play with kittens, i dunnoe why one of them acting so weird.. like kept on meowing.. mayb injured from wrestling each other, so siddiq went to my house to play wif them haha.. cute uh
so nth much happening ,

playing guitar now.. how to save a life, from last time i try to play the song.. nice but cant sing.. haha
ok uh
lazy post.. byebye

2009-11-06T18:21:00.006+08:00

haha so yea came back from Mt. Ophir, was enjoyable, fun, everything uh.. so yea gonna post about it

NIGHT 1 (IN HQ)

Actualli meeting time was 6.45, then weifeng say everybody gonna be late , meet at 7
so i like hyper go 1st.. 6.00 on the way to northpoint.. see uh, then he sms me halfway, i went home back, then zeph say want go earlier.. like WTH?! in the end i asked my dad send me to northpoint at 7 coz my family go take kittens.. haha cute seh now got kittens in my house
so yep then met weifeng, jing hui and zephi at mac, joshua jus came back home so we left to HQ, then weifeng says joshua dunnoe how to go hq, so he stay back wait for him.. haha tat was the funny part, then me and zephi go 1st , scared late.. so we confident confident.. i asked zephi stop , in the rong bus stop so we walk walk.. haha cute, then reached hq, surrender valuables and go to the sleeping place.. some were still late, so when the sirs are briefing weifeng and josh arrived, after the briefing, haha they got some punishment to do, dun want say

DAY 1( moving to malaysia )
haha so move there, the bus shiok, but bag heavy uh.. they stop at yong ping, haha all rushed to buy chewing gums.. so while waiting for the queue, we go buy tidbits, so like all we take.. then after tat , the sirs saw.. say wah! we goin climb mountain not party .. haha funny
then yep inside bus sleep, reach resort.. haha went to eat lunch, so yea after tat briefing for obstacle course, then suddenllyy... *sound of water* haha yea! it raining.. then the whole thing cancel.. so it was 12+ then dinner is at 7.. so like for 7hrs we can wander around like nobody business , so me, wf and josh are in the same room, we hate our room coz air con dun work..! haha, so it like so .. hot~ then after that yea went walk walk , zephi like hesitating to buy the knife.. quite cool uh but scared ltr the custom.. yea u noe wad =) then 3+ like dat we stay in room talk talk craps.. haha funny uh got 1 part i forget.. then yea went to swim haha joshua hurt himself

NIGHT 2(dinner)
haha then dinner was fun then 10.30 light off so we wonder around, stay at the swimming pool sing songs.. haha then they began fighting about stars.. haha then talk talk, suddenly hungry at 10.30 so we went to buy food and strike zephi room, coz their room air con syiok.. in the end we make mess to their room and jus go like dat.. haha then yep cannot sleep so do yoga then weifeng scare me and joshua, coz we watching tv.. then lazy off, weifeng said " eh if u let the tv watch u , u die young " haha SO LIKE RANDOM, and it scare off our ass off la, coz at tat time we were like silence.. then we like eh off off the tv.. haha weifeng said JOKING LA, u guys believe huh? me and joshua like grrr.. haha laughing all the way.. then suddenly he strt again.. he said " eh if u sleep in front of the mirror somthing might happen" and @ tat time we off the lights all tat.. then it was like scary la weifeng say like tat.. then joshua was the one sleeping in front of the mirror.. haha he was seriously scariing his ass off.. this time true.. weifeng swears all tat.. xD

DAY2 (climbing)
wake up early, off the music on phone ( was oning songs from my phone whole nite coz of the mirror story haha )
then yep bathe .. then wake those 2 up.. after tat, wake zephi up.. but at tat time he late already .. haha funny luh he so yep, then we ready our stuff.. prepare to climb mt. ophir..
climbing was ok, reach the summit was fun.. tiring uh but fun, then goin to base camp after the summit was hard.. we nid to walk down hill.. we our boots.. my foot all got blister already.. so long seh.. then we run in front la wad la.. suddenly a transport came from behind.. and it was like all the cadets.. we pass through.. even joshua was on it.. haha then me and weifeng fed up.. pass begs to them.. and we run , and jump on the transport.. haha funny.. and tat was the fun thing.. then on top of the thing we were standing.. funny then scared coz got the hump thing.. so we like whoo-oh haha, then seat in front.. pass by alot of ppl they like fed up also.. lucky we jump haha!! fun uh! then reach base camp.. i go bathe 1st they prepare food all tat, so yep

NITE 3
tent was wet so we slept under shelter, so like fun =)
sir talk to us all tat, share sleeping bags wif joshua and weifeng, we like fighting for it.. pull there pull here..then everytime i was waken up by weifeng stare.. he thought i was like sleeping, but im not.. so it like he stare at me 1 kind.. scary.. haha!

DAY 3 (go home time, yay)
so everybody is like missing their phones
then in the morning weifeng complaint, he kena squeeze coz i pull the sleeping bag, joshua also pull then he stuck in the middle, haha.. funny
then we nid walk 3 hrs to the resort back.. as normal uh walk halfway they got transport, basket rite? but we nv giv up this time, we walk all the way, then got bus in front we run, haha like deprived.. haha funny uh, then stay in air con.. sleep awhile then reach resort, pack, bathe, makan, go home..

OVERALL: totally fun =)

pics:

haha more pics with zephi.. ltr he upload i upload here.. haha!

2009-10-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

so.. i wanted to blog , expressing feelings
dun smile much these days, but will laugh, and i kind a hate my laughter.. but nvm soon it will fly far far away =)

so.. today received results, guess wad position am i in? did i get promoted? haha guess guess.. nah im gonna tell, i get jus below joyce position =) and yep i get promoted.. haha see u guys in 4e
but to those who .. nvm, jus dun give up =) we will still joke around wif u guys during recess xD
so holidays gonna be occupied..

and my job as a housemaid gonna get started soon.. haha $20 a week not bad, so yep so far i noe, NCC occupies the most of my holiday time =)

the list..
3rd nov : Chemistry & Mathematics supplementary classes
4th, 5th,6th nov : Mt. Ophir trip
11th, 13th, 18, 22, 28 nov: cca open house prep
13th november: perak briefing (parents)
28,29,30,1 dec: perak adventure trip
the rest of the days i nid to plan for study and play..

so.. next yr o lvls huh? now..not scary at all, ltr yep it will get scarier and scarier, but i hope i can jus do it with good quality and go to my wanted poly..
haha ok la gettin tired i go sleep 1st.. bye ppl =)

PS: i love my pm~

2009-10-27T19:05:00.001+08:00

so.. Hi ppl =)

currently trying to study for POA, but as normal i couldnt focus.. now im realli scared to go NA, i still wanna stay in express.. 4 yrs would be enuf in north view, x.x
since the 1st yr i hate north view already.. but wad the heck, enduring till now..
so tomo got IMT, shoot shoot, gonna hit the marksmen now, coz i hav my spectacles, funny thing is last time i go for the IMT, i nv bring spec, so anyhow shoot haha..

found this vid btw..

oh ya tagg replies.. =)

Iqah: haha tks tks
Ruru: haha tks also

now tat i replied, haha bored uh
tomo bro gonna go camp in johor so i'll be stuck at home alone x.x can be sickening to be alone,
haiz, no mood , trying to cheer up , but everything jus went down back
kay la

PS: i hate...

2009-10-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

haha did this jus now.. wif candle wax, wrote her name also but dun want take picture.. ltr mum and dad see my phone i x.x =)
so yea had kind a fun..

so at 1st couzzie came by x.x
at about 1pm, i noe u guys dun care.. lol so yea then we played game all tat.. then i was playing com.. got irritated by them.. shooting water wif water guns at me, so i was like , go away x.x, then i strt to join them HAHA, wad do u expect.. in the end i got scolding .. haha was kind a fun shooting them

then off to picnic at east coast.. no idea where, haha it is at the big KFC, and got one music cafe, and i think @ the bigsplash there
so.. yea , went fishing too, but in the end no fish come to us.. x.x haha
then go home time, carpark super busy, all fighting for carpark.. i bet after we left got riots.. then when we left the carpark.. 1 lady smile at us saying kind a like thankyou.. haha, we smiled back, =)

then my dad rushed out, jus in case we will get into a fight.. haha!
after tat yea seat in car talk talk, about kittens..
my bro funny want name his kitten orix, some of them noe hu is this "orix" haha

ok la i update more tomo

PS: tks for the bdae wishes guys xD
PSS: glad she came back safe and sound
PSSS: dunnoe wad PSSS means but i will reply ur taggs in next post XD

2009-10-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

hey ppl :)

tagg replies 1st:
Kitty-Kat : haha it so cuteeee =)
Faris=) : haha im not tat despo for taggs, tks you btw.. *u loose control sound so rong =), haha*
Ruru : haha okaaayy? , tks for the gift =) realli appreciate it
Jerica : hihi sis :)

ok now tat i reply, brb.., ok back.. watching sg idol uh
so.. yea, my results? flunked.. i failed english , so i failed all.. x.x haiz , now im praying hard, ok super hard to hav my english pass for the total overall.. and also praying praying very hard for somthing, i dun wanna tell =)

so.. yea, brb again.., back so fathin amira out.. so now left charles and sezairi which i dun realli support =)
haiz im like abit empty.. no mood som ppl noe why =) but must try to cheer up =)

ok la dun feel like updating.. so yea bye bye

PS: i gonna miss msg-ing you..

2009-10-17T20:49:00.003+08:00

haha uploaded kittens photo, got some wif it mum.. cute rite? haha ok ok next time i post proper.. =)

2009-10-15T16:05:00.003+08:00

haha, blog dead? guess so, i nid advertised then ppl visit..
btw nvm, tagged ppl.. =)

so today went to school, wasnt amazed.. 1/4 of the class were gone fishing *not actualli fishing, but didnt attend school* roshan, sharvin, wenxuan, joshua.. all the fun ppl nv come school.. so i like alone one corner , EMO-ing =) , but i tried to talk to ppl..

Recess time my phone spoiled i sit and i heard *crack* wad happen? my phone LCD screen crack, then now no phone.. sad thing, i cant sms ppl .. especially when ppl sms me

Btw, got back some papers pass some and failed math P1, next yr mendaki.. confirm, futhermore mendaki is fun =) if u get wad i mean hehe
lol so after that rain heavily suddenly onli, then ppl strt smsing me.. i like OMG, how to reply.. xD
then nvm uh,
finish composing a song.. so currently 1 malay song, 3 english songs.. =)
hehe, cant wait till november

PS:*she smiled at me, i smiled back*

PS-2: pass: Chem 55/70
MT 43/70

PS-3: the kitten gonna be 1 mth old this 19 october
PS-4: Wad happening in Nov,
-Getting A Kitten
-Go perak? *think so*
-Chalet? *think so*
-should i get a phone now or in november?

2009-10-09T23:09:00.004+08:00

haha tat time i went to y auntie house, yep.. raya walk uh after the study.. faris should noe, then met my couz, 1 yr 9 mth i think.. mum kept pestering me, saying he look like me when i was young, my aunt also said.. i see closely quite true, haha my generation =) LOL!, kiddin
so yea, soon i will post my baby pic uh, see same or not

then jus now went to granny house, OMG la.. the kittys so cute, this time i take pic, cam whore wif the kittens =) haha cute seh

actualli got more, but the pic looks blurry.. so i decided not to post the pic.. since im not a good cameraman haha!

so tat gotten the place where the kitten will go shit, onli left to buy the sand, since the cat is asleep and still milking, mum decided not to adopt it jus yet, felt sympathy to separate it wif it's mum, so they say it will take 2 mths, so i will soon get it november 19.. cute cute, jus now it meow also cute =)

Ok la i go liao..

PS: i dream of her again?

2009-10-07T15:23:00.004+08:00

haha jus came back, goin bathe soon then study,
today paper, i pray hard to pass it, im seriously goin for a change now, xD be a good boy, dunnoe why.. xD

ok ok when i goin back time i suddenly think of this girl

yea yea ginny weasleys, or better knowned as Bonnie Kathleen Wright xD
haha mayb walk walk, then i saw a girl wif her look, haha who noes..

haiz, once again dunnoe why.. cant wait for next year, i praying hard to go 4E, study harder ..

ok la

PS: pray hard for all of u to go to 4E next year, cmon cmon..
i wanna leave NVSS fast,

PStwo: cant wait for my kitty xD
PSthree: the feelings wun go away
PSfour: why are there so many PSes?

2009-10-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

okok mayb i nid to post, let go feelings

had been stressed lately, friends, life, studies & exams
nid to write notes, type notes, i dun even remember wad paper is on wad date
so yea today no mood, went out wif sharvin to buy math book, coz i lost it, stupid ppl go steal, i hope that person kena hit by car.. i noe it bad cursing ppl put i jus cant help it, mayb i realli nid go exercise, from wad jack's advice

so yea stressed
now also trying to calm myself by watching mr bean stuff, yea reminds me of zephaniah..

so here come the irritatings part of this post

nvm i will keep it inside me, i jus wish i had some sort of illness, and till now i dun even noe, and my last days is mths away, isnt tat would be cool.. ?

ok la i go sleep, sry for inconsiderate post

2009-10-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

haha, today nth much happen, jus english paper,

not goin post till finish exam,

and yea i found this song~

tks bye bye!

2009-09-30T19:44:00.003+08:00

omg, pls uh
come out formal letter
i dunnoe wad to rite for neither proposal nor newspaper report,
haiz haiz, i should hav studied, but by regretting it means nth..
im realli scared of failing, summary writing sommore haiz haiz.

amira asked me go jln raya wif they all, i want to, but i will be neglecting my exams then..
but it like the last yr, since next yr o lvls, diff to jln raya, life hav to be so complicated
anyway, today i straight away go home, involved with diarhoea, this is wad happen if u nv chew food properly, hehs

then i slept from 3.30 to 5, study, dream of nightmares.. speaking of dreams, i had a good one , i dunnoe why i still dream of her, i mean.. we like not talking now?? but it was nice uh, PS: it not wet dream.. =) i noe some of you freaks would think like tat, it jus normal dream,

haha ok la gonna watch sg idol.. bye bye

2009-09-28T18:38:00.002+08:00

haha, tagg replies

[F]arah[A]yeen:lol, u too
Faris =): lol !
Ruru: u already talking to me

haha so jus now after school shiok, but before tat..
School was okay uh, not much fun, exam stressing me
but must motivate myself
so, then got concert, funny roshan me and sharvin haha joking about girls uh.. as normal
and i think tat girl nurul , she talented, even roshan said it
then yea iffah band, haha was great.. but the guitarist should on the effects on during solo, and hav a rhythm, jus advicing xD, but yea the band is better than me =)

so after school met mr allen! was damn fun-- talk to him like one kind, but before that he gave us chocolates, mashmallow, and oreo.. he didnt forget us yet xD
then roshan asked him go bubbletea chit chat, and yes we did tat, haha chit chat alot of things, gossipx xD
then after that he gtg, all gtg, i took 1 round bus home, alight at interchange take 811, while on the way home, i was reflecting on my life..
abit sickening, but i made alot of friends, it took me 3 yrs jus to get to noe all these ppl.. realli sad if we were to say goodbyes, must keep in contact already xD
EOY coming, next is prelims next yr, woah damn fast luh the time flies, i jus nid to be harkworking and not be lethargic..

PS: why ignored me? jus think tat i need time to forget..

2009-09-26T23:58:00.006+08:00

lol hihi, today like best?

went out wif aishah, roshan, siddiq, riz, ira, iqah, ross, nadhirah, yanti, rina, shobanu

haha, then wenxuan and prasaanth come my house.. they goin roshan house,

so we walk raya, was realli fed up, 1st about some ppl ignoring me, 2nd is we nid to wait this fella, like she the queen on earth.. xD but as times goes by, things get happier and merrier
we go to nadhirah house 1st, shobanu and rina cry, funny.. very hilarious, rina one kind, i asked her wad block is this while she was crying, she say she dunnoe and eating the cornflakes biscuit, was realli uproarious..

then was my house, roshan went to buy lollipop, siddiq went away, riz went home, so all girls im the onli boy, .. mum was shocked.. haha xD
then after that i went raya wif my family..

1st house, got 1 hot girl.. haha as normal very coy to take number
then 2nd house boring, 3rd house boring, last house gt 1 hot girl, same age as me, i like realli interested, since somebody ignore me everytime.. i really fed up, i move on also better uh..

so yep, told roshan.. haha funny luh.. xD

then here are the pics

2009-09-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

haha i seriously i like music now, ok not like , love, if i could choose a gf, i would choose music.. hahs lol, ok stop wif this zany sentence
er so i think yep no hope, it okay luh, iffah tks for ur support haha, jy wif ur band
faris , tks for the music.. haha i seriously fell in love wif it,

so this song i was talking about

&

*warning-- stop my blog song 1st*

listen to the song, credits go to faris, he introduced me wif this song..
so i still havent do hw, gonna do now.. byebye..

PS: i wun regret, it is totally like the song sk8er boi, imagine ltr the middle part * now he a superstar, slamming on his guitar * come true, wow it realli gonna be the same thing as the song.. ok la bye

2009-09-24T15:35:00.002+08:00

haha, so school, bored as usuall, couldnt get enuf sleep
tired now
btw,yea it's abysmal, seriously 1% of getting.. i want to talk more about this topic but it privacy
so yep.. yesterday sg idol, malaque go in xD luckily, so far the ppl i support are still in

ok la ltr update, i realli no mood xD

2009-09-22T20:18:00.003+08:00

2009-09-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

ok, 1st of all, i wishes the muslim ppl selamat hari raya aidilfitri, yea
so far my raya is boring, nah it no changes, so far im the lowest in collection , haha sry luh im kind a money minded.. i hate money especially

so 1st day, wear black.. "stop asking wad i wear x.x of course clothes"
so yea at 1st we thought of goin to my grandfather *nt blood relate* house, but then.. mayb..
we are too obsessed by the little kittens.. wad kittens , gonna post on it xD

so this kittens was jus born on 19/09/09
i had just reached my grandma house, then my uncle ask me come, coz the cat had jus giv birth, so far onli 2, but then 1 more come out.. was disgusting, there blood, and the ublicical*wadever* cord is still attached, cute luh the eyes are still closed.. total kittens would be 3..
so, mum say we will be adopting it next 2 mth, which is on 19/11/09, rite before i will go to perak*hopefully* for NCC, sad seh, i jus want to play wif the kittens 1st.. xD

so yeap, now back to school, i score for chem, as normal siddiq win me by one mark =)
then english, the reading, im jerky.. haha , nono im not a jerk, but i sound jerky , hahas
so yep ,others than tat nth.. im realli tired, in school everytime stomach ache, eat too much luh xD hahs

PS: ok, mayb my instinct is true~

2009-09-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

tagg replies
- Kitty-Kat~ lol yoz!
- ZENNHOE~ im not a prince yet luh, haha will linked u soon
- JERICA~ Easy?
- YIZHONG!~ MEDIC!!
- Iqah~ My guitar partner mah, tat why.. haha jokin jokin xD

LOL!

so i thought today would be boring, but i enjoy myself.. but yea dun want talk about it 1st

so today stayed at home, coz was hungry.. couldnt focus on study, i sahur at 12.. so must tahan x.x

so to focus on my fasting, i watched VMA.. haha kanye got ditch by the audience, ppl boo at him, and as normal .. taylor is hot, ok tat was random HahA!
ok ok then they say about Michael Jackson.

I dun realli get this ppl, i mean i like michael, every musicians will noticed it.. but this ppl, last time they make pain to michael, saying negative words to him, saying he is a bankrupt la wad la laughing at him.. but now? AFTER HIS DEATH???? these ppl decide to notice michael, i mean notice it la, these ppl say those kind of stuff and now being nice.. wanting him to come back, wanting him to dance and sing again, huh? i dun realli get it.. why?
i mean ok he is resting in peace now, stop saying those good things and realise wad u guys said to him, at least say sry 1st la, keep saying they like his song.. BUT yea, he is a great musician, dancer, one in a million kind of man, i wish his daughter or son, would be someone like him
*trying to express my feelings onli*

ok now goin talk about my life xD hehs

so today went to grandma house, as usual i thought it would be boring, but then~~~~
my uncle call, THE CAT IS GIVING BIRTH! haha this cat very like wad, for days go missing, and jus came back tat day.. and today giv birth.. haha funny funny, the kitten so cute, then my mum says she goin to take it.. my auntie giv permit to take, haha seriously cute, 3 kittens was given birth, haiz so cute~~~
haha, then at nite the mum was bleeding, haha mayb want giv birth again.. hahas tat wad my uncle said, haha he very funny

then ok liao huh

PS: PICS? phone was not clear..

2009-09-18T19:24:00.003+08:00

ok update 1st i like this video

her songs is like my genre x.x

if i can meet her i play songs wif her it would be great x.x ok tat all bye bye

2009-09-15T20:10:00.004+08:00

haha, so yea life okay okay, jus a little cock up here and there
er, so yep today as normal study in school, roshan and siddiq didnt come, wenxuan also, so class was quiet, so i like quiet, tks to sharvin for breaking the silence, kavita and jerica cheers me up

actualli i was not on a good mood, i didnt sleep till 4.30, i jus couldnt sleep.. everytime i fell asleep, i woke up *magically* i dunnoe why, so today i was like sleepy and i slept during geog class, i missed the lesson, sry to myself, i jus cant control myself.. was nice

then after that got a drum performance, i onli like the western drums, alaaa the normal drums luh, tat guy play almost like nat, but 1% pro-er
haha he quiet fast, after that went to study POA, haha hw luh.. still havent finish
i jus couldnt make the thing balance~
after tat me, wf, jw go ops room do planning, i wasnt suppose to, since i got nth to do, i help them.. was super busy, now ops room looks so much better, =) more space to do things, ross say can do catwalk, jw go do.. haha

then after that went home wif shob and weifeng, was fun

PS: sharing a drawing..

nice rite? i wonder if i could draw like this, so realistic

PS: "I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence..So please just break the silence" & " I cant take my eyes off ya " - twist in my story` secondhand serenade

2009-09-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

hahs, so decide to update luh even no taggs
jus to let go off my feelings

so raya is jus next week, sad seh
everytime raya, reminds me of my granddad, i jus wish i could dream of him, hear his voice again, well everytime dream about girls also boring wad, haha JoKIN!

so yea, it jus make me sad, somemore this yr the graduating class raya is on Exams.. next yr our turn, haiz

so decided to went for the hari raya concert, came onli for makan luh, x.x haha kiddin
want to see performance luh~ bored also sit at home

ok luh nth more to update

PS: U make me change my mind everytime~

xtra PS: im bored..

2009-09-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

she still my fav artist xD

wth, no ppl tagg x.x blog dead is it? tagg luh

i will somehow make my blog entertaining kay?

btw, jus now went to study , yeap jus bored~

nth to talk about, u guys rite luh wad should i talk about, anything , haha but plz dun involve wif privacy~ xD

2009-09-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

loL okay, updating

Tagg replies~
Ruru- hahaha jus lalas luh!
masturina,xoxo- lol haha tks tks, it shuffled btw~
Faris =) - told ya it your genre haha!
[F]arah-[A]yeen- it not mine haha! i stole it from photobucket.. haha!

now bored~ went to roshan house at 1st, study study , then game time haha
then after tat go to my sis bdae party, as normal lazy take picture.. haha cool her friends alot of guys, all like having nice nice nice hair and IT NOT BROOMSTICK ok~
loL, it nice nice.. then yea watch one movie, funny, scary and yea funny~
about gangster luh, in english the title is called bitch~
haha y? coz got alot of bitches.. no offence but it seriously got alot
all act tough onli-- haha now seriously bored! then jus now funny part my sis asked me bdae present? err *showing dunnoe wad happening face* sry i come onli bring stomach.. haha she laughs.. loL actually i want perform but lazy bring guitar~

so yea done here

PS: i will take 100 times to compose tat special song, but if 100 times not enuf i wun giv up, jus like tat fella xD

2009-09-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

haha sianx?

i jus came back from my nenek house, overall was boring, but watched charlie angels: full trottle, was fun .. hehex , no no dun think bad l0l

er, yea, got one incident i was playing the hotel 626, but then i lazy play already i giv my couz, i walk out then they also walk out.. look like they are scared.. haha! funny luh
now coughing~ throat getting wurst, then when otw back , my dad want go recharge petrol, so i asked my mum buy food, in the end bought, im so hungry, now im full i ate it already

overall was total boring luh, i might as well stay at home sleep x.x

PS: im not lazy luh~ it jus tat i cant be bothered to xD
haha, dun think im lazy plz, bad impression

2009-09-05T11:39:00.002+08:00

er, was touch by this guy, watch in the middle middle part where he talks wif the children, i wish he come to NVSS giv us a lecture, it so damn cool luh.. ok ok now there is 1 more vid

cool rite? jus some entertainment on my blog.. tagged luhx.. bye bye

2009-09-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

lol hihi,

jus wanted to update-

so i was wondering all my fav lyrics
- he was a sk8er boi , she say see ya ltr boy, she wasnt good enuf for her, now he a superstar, slamming on his guitar.. -- sk8er Boi by Avril Lavigne
- It like catching lightning, the chance of finding someone like you -- Can i Hav this dance by HSM3
-But when we leave this year there wun be coming back, no more hanging out coz we are all on a different track and if you got something to say, u better say it right now coz u dun hav another day -- Graduation Song by Vitamin C
-I got a piece of paper But its empty Its empty -- empty by Click 5
-help the other countries, help the one next to you -- Who's your neighbour by me and jw
-Baby baby i love you, and tat all i noe -- Me
-I yearn for you to look and smile at me; Forever adoring your sweet, graceful, and serene countenance -- Habu lyrics but my song , tks habu x.x

that is some luh

OH YA for get tagg replies--

kitty-kat: LOL! haha let become study partners
Ruru: L0l! haha im honoured, being famous is fun~ haha kidding i also dun want the 4E/5N to graduate, they graduate then it our turn, like omg ~
iqah: haha i saw it! same owner wad.. no wonder the same, x.x

ok proper update~

er i jus put the song lyrics there coz it remind me of my life ~ saddist i noe xD

haha so yea, so far school was okay, finished PE test finally
Math got 79 for CA3
English 56 -- not bad i improved 3 marks, cmon 4 more marks to 60 x.x
haha tat all i noe tomo will noe all
scary, holiday im studying .. i noe luh stomach hungry but no choice, i nid go to SP, i want go music course =)

haha ok luh , now my mum making kueh, like so cool i kept eating.. ltr she get angry i go bed 1st.. LOL!
ok la ltr i update soon..

bye bye

2009-09-01T16:15:00.002+08:00

Tagg repliex:
W-string: haha yea! was fun~
Ruru: Lalas back~ ; LOL! i think u think of me too much already ! x.x ; aper bagus sangat?
[F]arah-[A]yeen : lol, will relink u soon =)
v: haha kay kay~
kitty-kat: lalala and la back :)
==HabuHabu==: haha l0l kay.. =)

lol, ok getting great,

so today public holiday, x.x, was bored at home.. so decided to watch movie
and guess wad? i watch a movie tat i dun like to watch, which is... *tada* hsm3
weird la, but then after watching the movie, i felt the same feeling when i leave my primary school.. haha, i noe NVSS is not a good school, but somehow i made good friends there, jus wondering if we will be still be contacting each other again.. =)
haha, if NVSS has a prom or a graduation night, it would be fun.. but then it doesnt exist in this school i think, lol ..

so this yr the 4E and 5N graduating, next yr our turn.. haiz seriously i cant stop feeling like this
weird rite? haha, btw yesterday was realli not my day, dun want say why luh.. too confusing
now also im practising my pronouciation " R ", becoz i want to sing, i nid practise, it a waste if i can play the piano and guitar, but i cant sing.. waste rite? so if i can sing, i can somehow make it =)

er, im also practising drawings now, im seriously not interested in academic, but i hav to make it coz the course i want go in that poly nid 11- cut off points.. so far physics i can make it, others i jus nid revise.. x.x i nid a study buddy.. which can talk, chat, listening to music at the same time
=)

loL ok la bye bye

2009-08-30T19:36:00.002+08:00

lol, okay think about it- so, yea nth to talk about it,

er tag replies on next post kays x.x i want update onli

so today went jamming, but roshan couldnt come, sianx- so yea jammed wif syimir , jw, nat
ltr i will post the video, much nicer now x.x so yea- then jus break fast, lazy to do lit, haiz tomo morn i wake up to eat i do my lit luh, tomo teachers' day performance, and i hope we are ready, omg, so scary and nervous, ppl will jus be staring at us, haha

kay la bye bye

PS: sry post in white, lazy make colour

2009-08-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

i wanted to post pictures, but i currently dun hav

so.. tagg replies:
Lover_Boi SKz : lol i take tat as a compliment, haha tks for tagging
zephaniah : tks bro x.x

So, yea, jus now went for jinghui bdae "picnic" was fun, but im kind a slacker, i nv bring xtra clothes so went to roshan house, talk talk, slack.. then went to sun plaza, walk around saw guitar, so cool, roshan fell in love wif a bass guitar, haha x.x bassist~ then yea, met riz , jinghui, weifeng, wenxuan, annabelle, jiewei, i think tat all.. yep, so we take bus together, talk talk, wasnt in the mood so yea, after tat reach, we setup, was realli hungry, then break fast, chicken! haha eat eat, then yea, bought ice cream wif jw.. then eat eat, they go swim, then yea i slack there wif weifeng & wenxuan, we like dunnoe wad to do.. so after tat i forget, STM luh ..

so after tat, go home was the most fun, dunnoe why all so hyper, we sing in the bus, wif a guitar, like a entertainer, as normal unkn0w3dx guitarist~ lol so sing sing till reach, was fun, then go back yishun buy dinner, then eat at playground, they play games, haha fun fun.. then went back home wif prasaanth, jus finish discussing the basic thing about NCC schedule this week, got chosen for ASM~ , plz everyone come for NCC, we nid coorperation,

but tat was today happening want to noe yesterday happening after NCC?
we went go buy macs and eat under a shelter, then we play truth or dare.. HAHA was fun, jw mouth smell like garlic + milo + ice + coke + everything disgusting .. want to noe why? ask him x.x haha was fun luh i pity jw.. then went back wif jw, talk talk craps.. haha was fun x.x

btw nowadays i no mood, and wenxuan im sry for shouting at you coz wasnt on purpose..

PS: jus be friends~

2009-08-27T19:56:00.002+08:00

loL, ok back to posting

er, tagg replies

JERICA!: haha tks tks~
Ruru: lol i didnt noe , so nvm luh x.x
iqah: tats the problem! i talked english so much i cant talk malay xD
jiewei: haha tks tks~

weird colours x.x
haha nvm so today had fun, nowadays i kept staying back to help friends in work x.x but today i slack alot, mayb today gonna read up the harry potter book.. very boring luh so read
apart from tat nth to update, jus updated my blog skins, notice all blue rite? haha secret is inside tat "blue"

haha kay la i update when i want to, very boring x.x

bye bye

2009-08-25T16:52:00.000+08:00

ok updates--

er, yea as u can see, i change blogskin, abit, not alot.. ugly
so yea since not alot ppl taggin my blog i guess they are lost tat why x.x
er tag replies? onli jerica tagg so i would say tks x.x

er so far my life ok ok, jus begining to change my mood everytime, i love to be alone, but at the same time i want to be friendly, how? i dun realli noe, if i be friendly im jus like not being myself
& yea today rehearsal, i came late coz of some reasons x.x haha
so came then play a song , was fun, i wish my voice were better so tat i can sing,

then yea after tat, stay wif siddiq for awhile let him finish do lit, then roshan came back, nat and zeph was playing guitar, i begin to chao xD so all leaves, and nat me and roshan took the same bus x.x was fun, nat i noe ur secret already x.x haha

so yea reach home about 30mins earlier and now bloging, dad says nite goin buy clothes x.x semangat, so yea luh jus an update ^.^

* i jus cant stop talking english, i cant talk malay much *

2009-08-22T11:16:00.000+08:00

loL~ so.. yesterday was fun.

but before that tag replies:

ira nutz: haha tks!
Lover-Boi Skz: haha tks for tagging/ voting! and yea vote for kavita too x.x!
Habu :) : lol, im goin update now, haha wad onli so curious huh? xD

haha here the updates

*we got the ticket* - for wad find out yourself
Yesterday, went for NCC, hav fun, went to pasir ris park
so we no teams, me, suresh, johnathon, suresh, nadhirah, masturah i think tat all haha STM
so yea then games time, we also no groups, so sir ask ASM/USM to call us , so we assemble, they say they goin tekan us there ( do push ups ) loL, we like wth? in public? then he say joking? his sense of humour was so serious, we were also very stunned. then he say want play frisbee wadever luh , fun, then mam raps came, haha more fun, she and nadhirah fight, Haha! wth~ so yea then after tat, we went back school, got debriefed, sir ask me why im in school uniform, i answer luh x.x
then after tat waited for girl guides campfire, when it started our NCC is like the noisiest? the hyperest? & also the shameless? we treat the campfire as if it's ours.. but fun luh
then after tat roshan ask us to go northpoint, meet him outside school wif wenxuan, talk talk, then board the bus, then i board down, i sms roshan, i dun want follow, tired and saving money also, well today is the 1st day of fasting, hahs. x.x

ok luh bye bye

PS: *sry if i sms ya yesterday nite~*